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I had a partner 17 years ago who treated me badly. He belittled me every day and said I couldn't do anything, was stupid etc. and he didn't like to leave me alone, and I was also beaten from time to time.
He owned the house we built together and said that as long as we were together it was ours, otherwise not. I felt less and less comfortable and started drinking alcohol every day. When I finally decided to leave him, he didn't want to let me and my daughter go. He said you can leave, my daughter can't.

On the night of my 35th birthday, I got drunk and fled out of the window with my daughter.
A friend picked me up and took me to his farm. That night I stopped drinking and became manic. For weeks I didn't sleep more than 3 hours a night. Nature helped me to build a new life. Within 3 months I had bought a very old house myself and moved in with my 6-year-old daughter. After about 6 months I started drinking again and became depressed again. I fell in love and a new eventful life began. I also started drinking alcohol again. Within 3 years I moved 5 times. Then I was slightly depressed and unhappy again for a few years.
After about 7 years, my relationship came to an end. I finally decided to stop drinking. After about 3 days I became manic again. I didn't sleep at all and also became psychotic. After maybe 2 months, I ended up in a closed psychiatric ward in Wels. I was forced to take medication. The psychiatrist said this is an incurable illness and I have to take psychotropic drugs for the rest of my life in order to participate in social life. These drugs were more to stop my extremely high mood. But without sleeping pills, not a second of sleep was possible in my life.

I got to know the New Medicine and gradually understood the causes. It was a constellation.
The first conflict most likely stemmed from a childhood vaccination and the associated fear/anxiety conflict.
This also led to me being an extremely introverted, shy child.
The second conflict only arose much later in my partnership at the age of 30.
The interesting thing was that I found out about the “alcohol” track, which I drank on the night of my escape. I was able to switch the constellation with this track.

The healing then took another few years.
I completed various training courses to develop my awareness.
With emotional training, I found the most effective way to resolve various conflicts. Emotions and acting out my feelings were the key to my inner peace and lasting happiness.
There are certainly other ways, but this is the most effective one I have come across. Now I am a newly qualified emotional trainer myself and have attracted the partner of my life. I can now use my experience to help other people too!

Note by Björn Eybl:
Thank you for the interesting experience report.
When I asked, I learned that the alcohol track was installed early on - the father drank.
The constellation was resolved through effort and DEVELOPMENT.
Today, conventional medicine refers to manic-depressive as “bipolar disorder” - it is more or less considered incurable.